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Wednesday, September 2, 2009
sun set at 12:47 AM


People may think im happy almost everyday. But i am not.
Im just putting up mask so that i can carry on with my day.

Recently, many things happen lately in my life.
Its something called, saving someone's life behind the pictures.
Its becoming worst day by day.
I've hiring some people to look into the matter and take care of the situations when i cant be there.
I know i need to be there but i'm just tired and restless.

Sometimes, i thought life another hand should be happy. But recently, after something happen and it seems that im been humilated. I know i shouldnt feel this way but i never share those stuffs that humilate people's feelings before. It's something bad. But yet, i just breath with these thin air not telling anyone how i felt.

Anytime i will explode, and its gona be a big one. Dont ask me any qs or your life will be in trouble. It wont be me for the moment. I will only me myself again when im never been humilated again. Not ever. People dont know how my character is. When you have done anything bad to me, i will never show my true feelings but only behind you, i will.

Seriously i dont have any mood. Those who read this, dont ask me why or anything regarding about my mood or anything such as, "are you okay?". I'm searching for the key that i've lost and i really need to search for it. The key to my happiness again.

Okay, thats about my mood and what i must say. Seriously, im very upset and i thought this would never happen, but it happen. And again, i dont want to put any revenge. I just want to be nice. Seriously, im very upset.

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This coming thursday, im going to Army open house. Yea, i really hope it will be fun. Or i will be learning more about SAF than taking pictures. Seriously, no picture of me anymore. I just want to take picture of "things" and not human. I want to see their new SAR21 light machine gun. Hopefully they have invent it. LOL Other than that, i think i will be reading up post by them. I just want to know more about those NS stuffs.

This coming Saturday, nyah's POP. Was invited for the POP, not sure if im able to make it. It will be at bedok camp. And after that will head back to JP for TCSS. LOL I miss those guys.

Sunday, im not sure what should i do, but might be going out.

Next week, camp start. Yea, hopefully its a fun camp.

Then after that, will be having buka puasa with Gz, and ofcox will be going for PC Comex.
And after that will be buka uasa with my Eclub malay staffs. Wish will have some fun. And than HAri raya. I'm not looking forward that much since i know i need to counsel someone on the 1st day of raya(pls dont ask who because i will get angry too). And i guess thats all for this month.

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Below is my fav songs by my fav boy band...the Backstreet Boys. Getting the CD soon.

Song title, Bye Bye Love


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